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John 17:17 "Sanctify them with Your Word. Your Word is Truth."

Today has been one heck of a day...
There are no simple words that come to mind when I think about today...
But I remember looking at him, just lying there. He looks exactly like how he looks when he's sleeping... I remember saying that about my grandma 1 year ago.

I must admit, it hasn't been an easy 2 weeks. I wish it had went better, but it didn't. And God knows, my heart is drifting further away from Him every time I give in to the naggy voice inside of me that's telling me to give up.

A big thanks to everyone who messaged me and even tried to call me to comfort me (: I'm greatly comforted by your kind thoughts and the re-assurance you've given me. We're actually okay... I mean, we're sad that he's moved on.. but he led a full life and he went on peacefully... and he's probably having supper with God right now in Heaven~ Please don't worry~ We're doing alright (: And things will look up.

Eileen was right. I am lucky to have such an awesome grandpa, and I'll always remember the way he smiles and the things he likes to eat... At times I'll be sad when I remember such things. But I'll also remember that he'd want us to be happy and to do the things that make us happy. So that's what I'm going to do (: I"ll be happy. And everytime I smile, I'll remember that I'm smiling for him. And for God (: and for everything that you guys messaged me about - strength, courage and love.

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1 Conrinthians 16:55
" Where, O death, is your victory? Where, O death, is your sting? The sting of death is sin, and the power of sin is the law. But thanks be t God! He gives us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ!"